I feel like I get the best sleep
when i've got an obligation to fulfill
I guess
Had a bad morning
and afternoon
had a bad night
and rest of the week too
fuck me for not cracking down
and pulling weed through
a pipe, right, now
cause it might, just
help me out

i've got a problem
I can't just stand around
I've got a problem
I can't stand this sound
I've got a problem
I can't stand myself
so in need of help but
incapable of asking
just back packing
through a field a failure
how much grows?
….
wouldn't you like to know
it's my secret place
stacked full of rhymes book
and crooked second looks
that the general gave me
public celebrities
deaf, mute emcees
the CTA
harbors 6 empty seats
yet here I stand
on my two tired feet
so am I...
too tired to follow behind
herd steady moving
or am I...
too wired to cease my
metaphysical movement
this, this is a lose, win
lose situation
if you think you're not in pain
then fuck off out this rain
and into your sunset
I don't want to see you
when I contract, kill
another instrumental
my voice give out every day
now i'm upset
look whatchya done did
gone and fucked my mood
that can't be undid
you make me want to scream out
scriptures until I raise an
army of the undead
people are so rude
i'm mad enough to stab through
your favorite shirt
i'm pissed enough to glue
all my fingers together
to smack you both hands
in a shaolin choke stance
...chucking fucking buckets
of belt buckle shurikens
I know what you thinking man
that prong cap and frame cant
hit with the impact
of a sharpened blade
but ain't no blade sharper
than my tongue so sure it can
I know what your thinking still
I ain't no farther forward
that was a lateral movement
away from your statement
like you know where you tooth went
but I locked you in the basement
after I knocked your face in

Had a bad morning
and afternoon
had a bad night
and rest of the week too
fuck me for not cracking down
and pulling weed through
a pipe, right, now
cause it might, just
help me out

but i'm back, i'm dandy
i'm feeling pretty handy
thinking I might fix
all I broke last week
but that's negative news
looking at that trash heap
alarm going off to tell
me I can't sleep
incapable
may not even if
I was actually able to
probably wouldn't
feel at all stable through
a day without my blood
shot mug shot blurry vision
I hurry in the kitchen
no, wait that's just forgetting
to eat again
dehydration and
malnourishment
but fuck it
so long as I got a fist
I can feed the pride
in between my knuckles
I can beat the sky
till it buckles
any side beat
in a restless feast
for this midwest beast
yum, yum, dinner plate
little heat, time to eat
see, i'm Daddy to her
but it's Mad Hatter to you
I got a color pallete of bullets
to spray at who
disrupts my groove
music made to sooth
should not be mis-used
I give to you
my permission to shoot
your heartfelt bullets
at a artless world
color the blank sky
till the sleep deprived riot
hand them each a can of paint
and let them all try it
not every song is perfect
but most of them great
and every now and then
I really make you think

I guess
I guess I had a bad morning
and afternoon
I guess I had a bad night
and rest of the week too